9.06.2006

The First Day of the Rest of My Life

This pretty much describes how I'm viewing tomorrow at this point. Oh, by the way, tomorrow is the first day of school! I realize I went a bit MIA for a few weeks, but I am still here. I have spent the last few days feverishly preparing for my first day with students at Tilden Middle School in southwest Philadelphia, PA. I will be teaching 8th grade math. Three classes, 90 minutes each. Almost 100 students. That is a lot different than the 12 I taught this summer. Am I ready?
I cannot believe they are letting me teach. Part of me feels prepared - I am completely Professionally Developed-out. I have spent the last two solid months preparing for this day. And here it is. I am about to become Mrs. Congdon - teacher.
I have not met my children yet, but I do know one thing. I already love each one of them. Even the ones that will probably make me want to quit at some point. No, it's not a lie - I really do love them all. I want to change these kids' lives and how can you change a life without loving them? I'm not saying that it's going to be easy. It will be, by far, the most difficult thing I have ever done in my life and probably the most difficult thing I will ever do, except maybe to raise my own children. But it's so worth it. It might take the entire two years, but I know I will look back and say, "I would do it all again."

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